HE is still seated on the THRONE

As I walk through life, I realized one thing regardless what I go through in life GOD is still g
the sane yesterday today and forevermore. As humans we make the mistake of firstly thinking of God as a human that He has got mood swings like we do, or that He changes as we do on a daily basis. WE need to realize one thing; The God we serve is an unchanging God He is a God of order, perfection and just God. He is the very same God who created Adam from dust and Eve from the rib of Adam, He is the same God who commanded Noah to build an Ark and saved them from being flooded, He is the very same God who parted the red sea and surely He is the very same God who rose Jesus from the dead after three days. Today I want to tell you that  He is the very same God who answered that payer you wouldn't stop praying day and night, He is also the very same God whom you thought left you all alone, but just when you were about to lose all hope you swooped in and saved the day and He is that same God that now when you are down in the valley and you cant seem to see the sun come out He is still God and HE is STILL seated on the THRONE. He promised He would never leave nor forsake you, He knows the plans He has for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you. So take heart God is in control He is gonna see you whatever you are going through.

The Pain is alot

I spend the night last night sitting and reading my fathers memorial and burial service program. At the back of the program there is a little passage written as though it was he himself reading it. In short it just says that God has called him by his name to be with Him, and it continues to say that when the sun rises your hearts will be looking for me but will not find me. For me every time I read that text am filed with nothing but hurt and tears. I cried wiped my tears and than cried some more. I think last night for me was one of those days where reality hit again I realized that for the next rest of my life my father is not going to be around. I mean he is never going to see me graduate to start of with, than he is never gonna interrogate the man I will say I do to one day, nor is he gonna give me away at my wedding. Than he is also never gonna have the opportunity to hold his grandchildren or even name them. For me this is a very bitter tablet to take in, but there is nothing as comforting as knowing that I  SERVE a LIVING GOD and HE has never left my side not for one bit. I mean I thought my Matrix farewell was going to be terrible but hey He saw me through it and I had an awesome night and I looked awesome :-).. I praise God for what ever comes my way I know He has got my back all the way Psalm 124......